For Ausrine Stundyte, playing complex and emotionally charged roles is more about tapping into the power of adrenaline than finding catharsis. The Lithuanian soprano has built a career on portraying characters who are, to put it mildly, not exactly poster children for happiness and sweetness.
"I don't know how it is with you, but when I turned 30, it was a crisis," Stundyte admits, recounting the moments of existential angst that fueled her own creative growth. Now, at the cusp of 50, she's grappling with an entirely different kind of crisis: feeling empty and without direction after having fulfilled all her dreams.
Stundyte attributes this sense of disconnection to the elusive nature of immortality itself – a concept that has captivated humanity for centuries but remains largely unattainable. "How is your life that fantastic that you can't stop it?" she asks wryly, pointing out the absurdity of chasing an eternal existence.
For Stundyte, this existential anxiety is precisely what drives her to step into the shoes of characters like Emilia Marty in The Makropulos Case – a woman who has lived multiple lives thanks to an elixir of immortality. Playing these roles allows Stundyte to channel her own experiences with pain and trauma into her performance.
"I was very depressed and very unhappy, especially around the teenager period," she reflects on the darkness that has informed her work. "This incredible pain – I still remember it." And yet, in a striking twist, she reveals that this capacity for emotional depth is precisely what makes her so good at playing characters who have experienced immense suffering.
It's a peculiar paradox: one that challenges traditional notions of catharsis and highlights the value of embracing our own darkness as artists. Stundyte's response to the idea of theatre therapy – an approach that she believes could be more widespread in the performing arts – is both passionate and pragmatic. "I wish theatre therapy would be something more widespread," she exclaims, her enthusiasm momentarily eclipsing any residual vulnerability.
Ultimately, it's this willingness to confront our own pain and transform it into artistic fuel that sets Stundyte apart from many of her peers. Her performances are a testament to the power of adversity – one that is both deeply personal and universally relatable.
				
			"I don't know how it is with you, but when I turned 30, it was a crisis," Stundyte admits, recounting the moments of existential angst that fueled her own creative growth. Now, at the cusp of 50, she's grappling with an entirely different kind of crisis: feeling empty and without direction after having fulfilled all her dreams.
Stundyte attributes this sense of disconnection to the elusive nature of immortality itself – a concept that has captivated humanity for centuries but remains largely unattainable. "How is your life that fantastic that you can't stop it?" she asks wryly, pointing out the absurdity of chasing an eternal existence.
For Stundyte, this existential anxiety is precisely what drives her to step into the shoes of characters like Emilia Marty in The Makropulos Case – a woman who has lived multiple lives thanks to an elixir of immortality. Playing these roles allows Stundyte to channel her own experiences with pain and trauma into her performance.
"I was very depressed and very unhappy, especially around the teenager period," she reflects on the darkness that has informed her work. "This incredible pain – I still remember it." And yet, in a striking twist, she reveals that this capacity for emotional depth is precisely what makes her so good at playing characters who have experienced immense suffering.
It's a peculiar paradox: one that challenges traditional notions of catharsis and highlights the value of embracing our own darkness as artists. Stundyte's response to the idea of theatre therapy – an approach that she believes could be more widespread in the performing arts – is both passionate and pragmatic. "I wish theatre therapy would be something more widespread," she exclaims, her enthusiasm momentarily eclipsing any residual vulnerability.
Ultimately, it's this willingness to confront our own pain and transform it into artistic fuel that sets Stundyte apart from many of her peers. Her performances are a testament to the power of adversity – one that is both deeply personal and universally relatable.